Week 2 Check-In
Somewhere around today marks week 2 without a smartphone... I stopped keeping track.
A quick shout out to our newest follower, Andrew, which puts the blog at 14 followers. Also, I wanted to give a shout-out to Poob, who shared some of his music in the Live Chat of this blog. Check him out in this sick html embeded code below (or link to his bandcamp here)
The thing is, well there's a couple things... first, life without a smartphone is pretty fuckin' annoying. I literally have to use my girlfriend's phone for my 2FA authentication for my school log-in. And since a couple of virgins hacked Canvas the other day, now I have no choice but to use 2FA ... I guess the world really is as dangerous as they tell us.
But there's some other problems I'm running in to. Now, I'm finding myself using the laptop and TV to doomscroll Reddit and YouTube. So while I still don't have a smartphone of my own, my screen time through the laptop is probably 1-3 hours a day. Not ideal. I really want to limit that.
But there have been some serious benefits, despite these annoyances. For example, when we go out to eat, I notice my brain is actually using its imagination to keep itself occupied while munching, instead of using YouTube or Reddit like it would before to mindlessly scroll. This is a pretty enjoyable experience, and if you've never experienced it before, I'd say it's worth a phone detox alone to see what your brain is capable of. I mean, seriously, it's almost as enjoyable as doomscrolling, just imagining shit in your head as you consume a Chipotle bowl.
With that being said, I'm having serious doubts about my ability to maintain a no-phone life forever. In part because of how difficult they make things without having a smartphone, and in another part because ... I kind of want a smartphone again. Like, it's nice. It's nice to have a device to contact people whenever you want, to google random things, stuff like that. But what isn't nice is the phone addiction, the monthly payment, and the cost of cell service. Perhaps all of these things will keep me from returning to the smartphone life, because I'm so dang cheap. I can't bring myself to spending money on stupid shit like an iPhone and cell service. Like many of us young adults, my phone was bought by my parents many moons ago, and I was still on my families cell-service plan. Now that I've severed that tie, if I wanted to go back, I would have to buy my own phone for like $1,000, and get my own cell service for $50/month or whatever it is. I'm not sure if my cheap ass is capable of that, at least now.
In late May we head off to Canada for three months, so that's a guarantee I'll be without a phone for at least 3 more months. But as I progress in my Master's program and near professional completion, which means looking for a (remote) job starting next year, it makes me wonder if my life would be much easier with a smartphone. Connecting with colleagues and clients in my field is going to be a hassle through Google Voice, but the thing is ... it might just be worth the price, or lack thereof.
Sorry I haven't been writing much. I've never been the type of person who likes to keep track of m ydays and weeks ... I've never owned a calendar and I mostly wing shit as the week goes on. So cataloging each day of my life got tiresome. With that being said, I still want to provide updates here, and I'll try to do that as frequent as I can. Perhaps a few times a week, or just once a week?
A quick shout out to our newest follower, Andrew, which puts the blog at 14 followers. Also, I wanted to give a shout-out to Poob, who shared some of his music in the Live Chat of this blog. Check him out in this sick html embeded code below (or link to his bandcamp here)
YOU'VE GOT THIS PAT! Just want to offer some motivation. Smartphones definitely make life easier. But the addiction aspect... it's almost against our control! We weren't designed for what they can do.
ReplyDeleteLike, not being able to Google something in the moment is actually the coolest thing. It taps into that same part of us that brainstorms while eating that Chipotle bowl. We've all heard ignorance is bliss, but its the truth. Not having the stimulus of being able to know the answer to anything all the time is like a mental vacation.
I used to keep a little notebook that I would write all the things I wanted to know the answers to down in. Then when I went to the library (my no phone phase was also a no personal computer phase) I wouldn't even care to look those things up anymore by the time I actually got internet access. It made me realize how much I made a habit of looking up every little question. It suppressed my sense of wonder and overstimulated me with information.
Anyway, I'm rambling now. 2FA stinks. The people that hacked into Canvas are frustrating. I don't understand why people would just want to make other people's lives more difficult. Student's lives at that. Give us a break!
I work around 2FA by having websites call my landline phone number with a code. Sometimes you can't do that though and I have to use my work phone. It's a struggle. If you do get a smartphone, I highly recommend the Jelly Star. The small screen is just enough to get stuff done but it doesn't encourage scrolling. I removed the web browser and app store from mine when I had one and just used the few non-doom-scrolling apps I needed.
Also definitely understand not posting an update every day. That's a lot of work! I enjoy reading them after work though. If you want to talk out the no phone life with someone who has been there and done that just reach out!
Have a nice day!
Also, you should tell us about some of your hobbies that you enjoy! It's good for us to focus on fun hobbies that don't rely on the internet. We need something else to do with all that free time we have without it, haha.
DeleteThe hobbies are fun a fun way to distract us from doomscrolling, personally I like coloring or wood carving. But even if you don't stick to the hobbies, its better than spending time on the phone for Reddit or Youtube
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